[Jaybird]

Writing here because I don't know where else to vent about this right now.
So 5 weeks ago I went on a trip and it turns out I'm sensitive to the change in bacteria cultures that happens when you travel. So I got sick for most of the trip. That's alright still had fun.
Got home, started getting better and then not even a week after that, I get sick with either the flu or c-19. Felt like absolute crap for about a week, then slowly got better to the point where I could slowly go back to work and then last weekend I got a tick. HATE the little shits. And now I've waited for a week to see if I get sick again or not and it's stressing me out. I have to wait another week to see if I start showing symptoms because healthcare won't do much without proof that I'm sick.
My stomach hates all this and keeps swaying back and forth between being sort of okay again to being kinda bad again.

I hate my anxious mind. -.-

Just had to vent because of the anxious mind mentioned above, as venting helps me.