[Jester]

Originally Posted by Stabbsworth

it's at times like these i wish these intrusive thoughts would shut up.

~ I know how you feel.

Recently I've had to unpleasantness of talking with am entitled control freak. I thought the woman who gave birth to me was bad but like she was on another level. Then unfortunately before her I ran into someone who's like I have to right to be upset over certain people upset because of the way I was born. Earlier I ran into someone who reminded me of them. They weren't but with how they said something.

I've noticed that these kinds of encounters have gotten worse. Like I could say hello to someone, someone winds up saying something nasty or like really crosses the line, then I run into someone who reminds me of said person and it just brings everything back.

Unfortunately that woman that gave birth to me was like. Hey here's a job that's something you can't do. I mean like I literally can't do it.

I'm not surprised. That woman is the reason I've had to deal with abuse since birth. That woman always throws me under the bus constantly.

Even hate thinking about her. It's gotten so bad I'm getting heartburn because of it. That's what they called it.