[Merskelly Metalien]

I feel ya Kitty!

I wanna pull a rip van winkle and fall asleep for this whole year, just in case. <x]
But unfortunately I can't. <:/ I guess I'm gonna have to keep bearing witness to disaster, insanity and sadness for a while longer.

And I'm disappointed the Rose Parade was more boring than last year! >:/ In fact, they just re-ran 2020's it for a bit. It has to be modified because of safe pandemic procedure, <:/ so it was basically just like the history of the rose parade, a band or something playing while social distancing and just showing a couple floats in between history segments. =_=; *sigh* I love history and all, but I watch the Rose Parade for the spectacle and music. I guess it couldn't happen this year...

Well, at least I woke up with a small hangover instead of a really bad one. <B{ oouf...I drank 3+ shots of vodka with peach tea which was very sweet and smooth, but wooh, I don't even recall what I upchucked before finally going to sleep. ;-; The early hours were kinda tough, but I'm doing way better now. >.> At least, better than 3 am.

Other than that, same old same old. /=n=\; Still left alone to my devices, and back to square one with my depression habits. Only now I'm hungry but eat like a space mouse with a cold. :[ Contemplating ways I can escape life, work, and destiny. <XD I am not okay lol.
All I can do is write. <-> I guess.