[Merskelly Metalien]

eUe;
I hope I don't seem like a total outlier from my co-workers...because I feel like a total outlier, and like, not even an adult even, not even. I'm a 26 year old idiot. Not adult at all. I don't get everything yet. *BIG sigh*
<x{ Imma have to fake it 'til I make my way through so much aren't I?
<:[ Ohhh geeez, I don't even know to tell anyone I've never done any of this before, it's my first job. <x{ Somebody sometime is goin' to be hard on me for something I did or didn't do, and I'll be so exhausted from it so so quickly, that I'll want to just shrink away and quit.
;_; oh man...
I need to frickin' calm down and just prepare for the day. It's only 4 1/2 hours...only 4 1/2...that's a summer college class. Just one.