[Stabbsworth]

-- suicidal ideation, sibling abuse implied.

frankly, i wish i was dead because of my older brother.

i'm always the fucking villain with him, i always have to apologize, i'm always lying about uploading, when i literally haven't bothered uploading for three months. THREE MONTHS.

i'm expected to fucking deal with it and shut out any emotions i feel.

i supposedly treat him like shit even if he's the one that's instigating it by being paranoid about the internet fluctuating for no reason and bitching at me for 'lying' and saying that i have to tell him if i dare try and share my art with people.

i don't know what i'm going to do.

i just wish i'd never been brought into this world with an abusive brother.