[Merskelly Metalien]

It was painful. 8/ Though it was last year. <:] So now the only pain I get is occasional menstrual cramping. Tho LAST year was a bit horrible. <:/
However, <x'D I couldn't ANTICIPATE 2020.

<x'{ All the sci-fi novels in the world lied to us.~ </3
2020 was supposed to be hologram screens!
New Techno Music!
Clothes that change color in the light and dark!
The year for young, spirited, educated individuals (not me tho xD) revolutionaries and game changers to take over the world! >:D
Collapsible furniture in the house!
Green new vehicles....that HOVER!
10 years before Metropolis!
At least a bullet train from LA to San Francisco! <x[

Instead we just got the year 2016 over again except it mutated into a horrifying mess beyond recognition and called itself 2020. <X{
<:c I've been keeping safe so far...but it isn't easy, I will admit.
I figure, <x] since I am young, but weak AF (as proven in last year's run in with a flu/cold)
if I get the virus, I am likely going to survive, but I am going to suffer greatly, and possibly have some damage left over from it. <-<;
But I am doin' my darndest to keep away from anyone outside. 8C I don't want it if I can help it! I'm so scared of those nose tests for Covid-19, so I am going to stay as safe as I can, so I don't get it! >~>;

<:/ Tho, my mental health isn't exactly helpin' me out. Wish I could just shut my mind off from all the negative thoughts I aim at myself sometimes..
Having a laugh helps a lot though. <:] If you can, try to make yourself giggle or somethin'. I try doin' that, or I try groovin' to some music. -u- <3