[Stabbsworth]

boy do i love being told that two specific words i use (shenanigans and procrastination, to be specific) aren't words by someone who can't even read a dictionary.

and i love being guilt tripped.

and snapped at for not remembering something i supposedly said because it was said more than a few days ago, and a lot of things get dropkicked into short-term memory because my processor and hard drives don't work quite right.

this is why i want to goddamn die, thanks, dave, for your utterly worthless opinions! and then he calls me fucking vain for not responding to him / preferring to be on a computer compared to doing gardenwork. he tells me i don't have carpal tunnel and that it's something that only older people get.

do you want to explain why my hands shake to the point of bordering on unusable to take a sip from a can of coke one-handed, dave?

and then he wonders why i'm bordering on mute / barely have any self-confidence. it's the fucking gaslighting about words that I KNOW are in the fucking dictionary and borderline emotional abuse.