[Merskelly Metalien]

;-; I want to cry.
And I don't know why.
But I feel like...very cold in the heart and I don't know why.

</3 I think it's because maybe my past hurt has been on my mind lately for some reason. I'm so familiar with this odd feeling of isolation. It's the kind I used to feel when I came home from classes and thought about the people in my class who talked to me, and made friends with other people. While I returned to my cave of solitude...and thought day after day, that I was too damaged and mistrustful to ever be friends with. While also hiding my loneliness with smiles and coping with jokes...

;n; also I really miss vanilla ice cream...I could always find comfort in vanilla ice cream. </3