[Merskelly Metalien]

Youuu might have the depression. 8T

:/ I don't blame ya, if that's how you were raised, can't help that. Although partly true, the commercials for depression medications on TV are technically a ploy by marketing drug companies, B/ I don't entirely trust them either. I was first sent to therapy for a dumb but routine reason, because my parents were getting divorced and of course their concern was "How horribly the children must be dealing with this!" but in reality, <B/ I knew divorce was inevitable and that both parties would be better off in the long run, and never blamed it on myself or my brother as being the reason why. It's just how my parents were; incompatible. So it didn't do anything for me then.
Now however, going to therapy for MYSELF, is helping more. <:/ At least I have someone to talk to and listens and we work through sh*t together. Still haven't cried or broke down yet, :[ and I'm not being made to take meds so, that's good.
But though my doc, er, therapist, didn't officially diagnose me, when I described it all, he pretty much said, "ya, that sounds like depression." <x}

;u; I don't think we need an official diagnosis. The suicidal thoughts after such minor inconveniences and misfortune speak for themselves, especially if they inhibit your everyday life. ;.; I empathize Kaderin..