[Merskelly Metalien]

;U; And then it's just painful when anyone asks, "what are you up to?" because you are always up to something so miniscule or completely unproductive and not at all interesting to the person asking, and you feel like a total waste of space and time. ;-; And it's worse when you get asked, "Why don't you have a job yet?" and "What are you working towards?"
;W; My job is picking up after others and to practice prioritizing myself while having to prioritize others...and I'm working towards my inevitably cold and lonely demise because I don't seem to be interested in doing frickin' ANYthing except for the things that people don't care about and pay me next-to-nothing to do. ;U; </3

Meanwhile everyone else is either job hopping, or has a clear set career path already. T-T Wish I knew what it was like to be so sure of myself..