[Stabbsworth]

> vent in a server about being more suicidal than usual
> not suicidal enough to actively be suicidal
> literally too lazy to do shit.
> have to be up earlier just for a fucking bank appointment because THERE'S NO OTHER BANK BRANCHES IN THIS SHITTY LITTLE TOWN
> still fucking sore as hell from that situation with a friend
> still owe them an apology, they haven't come back on the server yet
> not even sure if apologizing will help or make them feel the slightest bit better
> don't want to bother them in DMs because of aversions to actually DMing people.
> i hate this.
> also nobody responded to me being more suicidal than usual so that really tells me that people hate me, clearly.
> purrson i have a crush on is planning on dating someone else.