[Kory]

My awful;

Period started three days ago and I was supposed to go see Frozen 2 with my mom for her birthday,
But I ended up feeling much too sick to go anywhere.
I'm really upset also since my sleep schedule is all sorts of f***ed. And the longer I go with a f***ed up sleep schedule, the worse my mental health tends to get...

I've also noticed lately that I've been forgetting doses of my medication. :(
Which sucks because if I skip too many doses, my psychiatrist will find out (I have to get blood drawn once a month and my results have to be cleared by a pharmacist before they can even give me my next month's worth of medication) and I will have to start all over again with blood draws once a week...

My abusive situation got better for a little while, now it's back to where it was... if anything's changed at all, I'm just deeper into now than I was before. It's getting to the point where some of my friends have been telling me that I need police involvement...

But I'm not strong enough for that. And unfortunately the nearest Domestic Violence resource center is too far away...