[Merskelly Metalien]

;-; My advisor is busy this week, and I'm going to need to plan a year in advance if I wanna study abroad. >n>; Wish I could just make up my mind, and also walk into the damn office doors without feeling like a lost toddler..
<x{ I just wanna find a place to like living and building my skills and career in!
;_; Feel like I'm running out of time, even tho I know I've got time and I'm only 25..but the pressure is so heavy for me to get a job and license I don't want, just to be like everybody else, and to, y'know, gain some financial independence. But I can barely manage to take care of myself and have the self discipline to get things done.