[Merskelly Metalien]

:'} Havin' a bit of a internal crisis.
I wanna change majors, but I don't know what to...English or Other Language or Film or...something??? I just wanna also study abroad someplace. ;_; I have holds on my account preventing me from registering for anything or I guess doing anything. <:'{
I'll have so much to fill out and attend and submit and go through just to do what I want to do in an attempt to explore and broaden my world view and learn more and do more, and I have no money because I have no job because I don't feel like I'm qualified at ALL and so I can't earn anything and have to write to get grants and earn scholarships for money and...it's so depressingly aggravating! >X'{
I don't know what I want anymore.. ;_; So I'll try doing everything I have even a remote interest in, until I fall in love with something again. Because theatre is starting to feel really stressful and empty.