[Merskelly Metalien]

Woke up from a weird dream I had having that bad feeling that nobody really likes me, and nobody will ever like me. And wow. Did not miss feeling bullied at all. <n< </3
As in the dream, I overheard one friendship formed over their shared hatred of me, one of them being an old friend, felt their avoidance, they were both trying to convince me that I'm still a friend/likable, were giggling behind my back, talking about things like I wasn't there, writing off my inputs, repeating something I said as if it were hilarious, and smirking at my honest feelings like it was a joke. I then just stormed off, leaving their snickering behind me and isolated myself in a bed. No one came to poke fun at me, and no one came to comfort me. >-> It was a weird dream...now my whole day is kinda derailed.
Not even sure if my own brother likes me anymore. I wouldn't like me if I were him. >n> Maybe I'm not giving him enough credit contrarywise, but, muh, if I don't feel like a sad sack of sadness...