[Stabbsworth]

love having my mother defend that crapsack that i'm forced to call my older brother just because i didn't want to talk to him. well, obviously i'm not going to want to talk to him if he calls me a spoilt brat for not wanting to talk to him right at this moment.

he can go choke on his own fucking ego with these guilt trips. 'do you hate me??? :(((', yes, i do fucking hate you, because you're an asshole. if i don't want to talk at the moment, i don't want to talk at the moment. it's not that damn hard to fucking understand. i'm sick and tired of having to try and explain myself and be put on the spot to explain myself to my fucking family.

then they'll wonder why i want no contact with them whatsoever if i ever manage to move out. it's because the lot of them are fucking assholes. they don't goddamn listen to me, and then they wonder why i barely talk much anymore.

and i wish i could feel properly loved, too. probably stems from this shitty fucking family.