[Francisco]

tw for suicide shite

now is yer final chance to scram before we're all sad

Life, when you're someone such as myself, is not worth living. I even got my mom to finally agree. What's the point in living when the only thing you'll be doing for the rest of your life is line someone else's pockets and see your dreams get yanked from beneath your feet? Why keep pursuing a dream that you know you'll never be able to achieve because you're too fucking brainless? Why keep putting up the pathetic fucking farce that things are going to get better? Why can't I just stop being a fucking coward and send myself flying off the bridge?

And now for a completely separate rant:

My other avi site gig is abysmal. It seems like they hired me by mistake. I've been "in training" for months and I've learned nothing. No one reaches out to ask how things are going, no work comes my way. I keep asking what's going on but they say it's fine because I'm "in training". What fucking training? I've been here for months and we've had two fucking sessions. Over MONTHS. Not to mention there's been new staff brought on after me and they seem to be fitting in JUST fine. So y'know, guess I'll go fuck myself.