[Kory]

It's definitely hard to find a place in today's world. I feel really bad for people my age these days because basically, regardless of wealth, people tend to fall into the same, boring, old ways of their parents and parents before them... Like. They go to school, go to college, get married, have children, move into a house and live out the rest of their days doing what other people told them to do... And their children will fall into the same patterns too.

Anxiety can definitely f*ck you up if it's not treated. :(
I hope you're able to find help for it soon!

Being the "therapist" in a relationship is really hard. I have tried so hard to help friends (or, people I thought were friends) by being their "therapist", but oftentimes it just wears you down. You know? Like, you can't pour from an empty cup...

I've definitely experienced friends leaving me eventually after I lost my usefulness. I've lost a couple of "friends" since my "relationship" with this man started to go sour. I've lost a few before that due to them not knowing how to handle my "symptoms"... I think it's a better way to live if you only think of your own happiness. What would make you happy? It's nice to want to make others happy, but only if it brings you your own happiness... You know?