[Stabbsworth]

actual vent because the other post is already way too long with too many words in the paragraphs, but god, it would be nice if i could fucking feel loved. not sure if this is due to undiagnosed mental fuckery or a starsign thing.

i'm fairly certain neurotypical people can comprehend that they're loved. i can't, for some reason, which makes me want more attention near constantly and it's frustrating to deal with. i know there's something wrong here. can't do a single thing about it because, you know, the UK is utter fucking shit with mental health care despite being a halfway decent country as a result of near-universal healthcare, but we still have to pay for therapy.

and medication. god.