[Stabbsworth]

had a gender identity crisis again over the fact that if i came out, mum / bro / dad probably won't accept me as masculine, and i'm more or less ambivalent to being referred to as a girl.

it's a bit stupid at this point but god, i wish i could just be an eldritch monster. no gender presentation needed there. just tentacles, eyeballs and probably a mouth full of teeth. sharp, pointy teeth.