[Stabbsworth]

yeah, seasons changing tends to mess with things.

a acquaintance's cat died and he's got a delayed grief response, which is pretty normal, all things considered, but it sucks that his cat is dead.

i'm also finding myself unable to help people as much as i'd like to, whether it's from low empathy / emotional burnout or my own problems.

i also still have a very unrequited crush on someone, but as long as they're happy, i'm happy.

EDIT: also, nobody except friends seems to reblog my art on tumblr.fuck -- it's sort of fucking with my self-confidence in the vein that i *know* my art is marginally decent, but nobody seems to like it if they're not reblogging it.

it also really doesn't help that i primarily motivate myself via getting attention.

i'm fully aware that my brain lies to me, but god, it would be nice if i got some sort of attention for making fan-content. then again, the don't starve fandom is sort of dead and there's a few big name fans about that regularly get reblogs.

i'm just. sort of jealous, really.