[Merskelly Metalien]

Having so much anxiety in silence right now...I don't know what to expect for orientation, and I really think I'm going to be uncomfortable blending in with the freshmen students fresh out of high school. I hope I don't see anyone I know, and I hope I don't break down inside, because I feel super duper underachieved. I don't wanna go but I have to because it's a requirement. ;~;
I-I have a knot of dragonflies in my stomach..
I have to remember to breathe.
I have to remember once I get there, it'll be perfectly okay...at worst it'll be just corny and cliched. Don't worry about it...I say as my appetite leaves.