[EverAshwood]

I thought I just had Hay Fever... like, I got better for 2 days, then suddenly I'm getting worse every damn morning... it feels like I'm swallowing rocks, my asthma is making it hard to breathe, everything I cough or sneeze is full of dried blood...

AND ALL MY MOTHER CARES ABOUT IS WHAT I CAN DO FOR HER. She comes in during a BAD coughing fit in which I nearly threw up, and starts fucking demanding I do her laundry, hang it to dry outside, wash her shit... meanwhile I'm panting between every fucking word I can get out because I can't fucking breathe!!

Why couldn't I have been born to a mother that loved me ;-;