[Espy]

also, yes, sexualities and gender can be fluid.

i definitely didn't think/know i was ace until i was... 20? at least. but meds may have played a part in that. i also def had way less interest in... any of that.

i do not ever want to have kids. adopting, perhaps. the idea of bearing children creeps me out to no end. unfortunate for my parents. i am their only child.

...i am still attempting to convince myself that it is entirely my own decision to not have kids, regardless of whether i am "depriving my parents of the experience of having grandchildren", as my mind likes to put it.