[EverAshwood]

I'm so goddamn angry that I can't even sleep.
Sometimes when I have trouble sleeping, I move to the floor so my tossing and turning don't wake my fiance. So his drunk ass trips over me trying to get to the bathroom, so I quickly clear a path. But in the time it would've taken him to walk to the fucking utility sink, he decides to let it loose allllllllll over his fucking sister's carpet (because, yeah, we live in her fuckin basement rn, so 100x worse). I'm panicking, trying to pass him a pitcher to piss in instead, but he yells at me that he had to piss and what the fuck else was he supposed to do?? It was like talking to a fucking brick wall as he just fucking emptied his WHOLE FUCKING BLADDER ONTO THE FLOOR. IT'S ON HIS WORK CLOTHES, THE BOX SPRING, THE CIGARETTE STATION (SO ALL OVER THE LAST OF OUR TOBACCO AND CIGARETTES THAT HE JUST TOLD ME YESTERDAY WE COULDN'T AFFORD TO GET MORE), IN THE FUCKING CIGARETTE ROLLER ITSELF...
I gave him 3 fucking towels to deal with it and he threw down one and slept on the others. Piss started to roll downhill towards where I was sleeping and I cried. Then he starts fucking yelling at me for being so fucking pissy "might as well be fucking pissy with the whole fucking world acting like..." I think I blocked out most of what he said besides "go fuck yourself"

But either way yeah that's the story of how I'm an asshole for trying to get my fiance not to piss on the floor.

EDIT: he thought he'd walked, with his eyes closed, all the way to the utility sink. Now I know why he paused for so long (he legitimately thought he was walking to the bathroom and not tripping over my body, landing on the fan, and turning around to piss everywhere) and got angry with me for trying to stop him.
I'm not any less bothered though. He still hasn't fucking cleaned it up. He took allllllll the towels I put down and tossed them on top of the washer while the floor is STILL FUCKING WET WITH PISS.
I have no clean towels now.