[EverAshwood]

Today was my first day drug free (besides medications) in a looooooooong time. Knowing my own history, I expected today to be hellish and horrible. Instead I had an amazing day. Discovered I've been wearing one size too large of shoes, which puts me back into the range of sizes most stores sell. Found out I lost 3 pounds. Didn't have to waste time waiting for a retest at the plasma center for my heartrate to go down (AND IT WAS FUCKING UNDER 80BPM. THAT'S RARE FOR ME IN THE PLASMA CENTER. YES I KNOW I'M OUT OF SHAPE.) I found an adorable moustache scarf at the 99 cent store and the owner or operator is slowly becoming super friendly and familiar since I'm in there so often. Found a women's clothing store that carries up to size 24 where EVERYHING IS PRICED AROUND 10 DOLLARS OR LESS. HOLY FUCKING SHIT DUDE. I lost my bus money and a stranger on the bus paid my fare. I lost (and later found) my special cap for canned drinks on one of the largest, busiest roads in the area and IT WASN'T EVEN IN THE STREET, SO IT WAS UNSCATHED! I HEARD I POP WHEN I WAS STILL ON THE ROAD, YET IT MADE IT TO THE MEDIAN.

Best part is, my back isn't jacked from all the walking. I was wrong my back is utterly fucked

Sorry for all the cussing