[EverAshwood]

My fiance found out last night that I stole a key to his lockbox before he ever opened it and that's why it only had one key. He knows I've been stealing our medical marijuana for almost a year. Apparently I lied well enough that now he's questioning every last aspect of our 7 year relationship, even my fidelity and whether I even love him. We're both fucking broken and I feel like I've lost my rock, my only stability in this life.
He says this may have irreparably damaged our relationship, and he doesn't know if we'll go on from here. I haven't been able to see myself with anyone else since I was 15. He's the only person in the world who is even CLOSE to understanding the cacaphonous, psychotic melancholy that is my mind, and if he leaves me for this, I don't know if I can go on.