[Death by Mirrors]

You can still learn.
There are lots of free patterns and good tutorials to find online. Watch a few videos or photos, then try a simple dishcloth, amigurumi or similar small project (I recommend those to beginners because something like a sweater vest or whole afghan often seems way too daunting, but if you grab things you're able to finish in a day or two, you're already off to a good start)