[EverAshwood]

My abusive, narcissistic mother blocked me in every way she can because she's "sick of me playing the victim all the time" and it's the best thing that's ever happened to me. I'm having less episodes of depression, and finally sleeping deep enough to dream regularly again for the first time since I was like 8.

But I can't help but feel guilty for the progress. She's still my mother, even if she is a cunt.