[Kaderin Triste]

I mean the real issue is that with both jobs combined, I can pay my bills, but I don't make enough to put into savings, so I can't just save up and quit. So I'd need to find a third job first, but it's tough to find something that won't make me want to blow my brains out and is also within reasonable walking distance (because I cannot afford a car or to take a cab) of both my apartment and my second job. Especially one that is actually hiring. I did apply at petsmart again recently, but haven't heard back. Might put in at an etsy customer service help call center type thing, since it's near my apartment. I don't know what the hours are like for it, but it might be okay. And, it won't be the greatest job, but I have kind of an in at Ross if I want a job there.

Anyway, my "awesome" for today is that I stopped and picked up a coffee and a pistachio macaron on the way to work.