[Den]

how the fuck is it fair that a lady as awesomely badass as my Grandma Esther got lung cancer that spread to her brain, resulting in her death, when her youngest son, who is a complete and total asshole when he's drunk, still smokes and drinks heavily, and has had open heart surgery once already? My boyfriend will never get to know my Grandma. I won't have her there if I ever get married. With the way things are going, I may not have my dad there, either.