[Potironette]

Sometimes I think I'm so inadequate I might as well die. Like once my childhood is over I'll have to kiss life goodbye. But I like living, so then I think the world will just have to deal with my inadequate self for a bit longer. Actually it's just college making me think that way--well, college and bad body image but still. It's like all my values don't mesh with the world's or something. Like if life were an rpg, I'd have stats scattered in all the wrong places without a perfect 2/3-stats specialization.