[Boris]

Originally Posted by Pessimisticat

It's okay, I didn't really update the other thread. We had a big move, so I didn't really have time.
It all happened really quick, too. Within 3 days he had filled with fluid, and the day of the vet visit, within 3 hours we had to make the choice. :/
I feel terrible for how it went down for him. We had no idea. I wish we could've said our proper goodbyes..I wish we could've been there his last time conscious. It will forever haunt me, and I will forever hate myself because of it.

Thank you for reading this and commenting <3

I can understand why you feel that way, and I don't blame you. Maybe thinking about it logically can help you feel less terrible. I know it helped me at times to think logically.