[tsukiko]

:( reminds me a bit about one of my good friends i had known for years. lol...met him randomly through myspace (LOL! as if anyone these days would remember that site) through his amv's when i was dating my ex-husband. he had told me about his struggles through childhood, having been born with a defective heart. he had been in and out of the hospital basically all his life and was only expected to live until age 6. he made it to 20. v_v still makes me cry to think about him, but at least i got to talk with him for a few of his last hours on the phone.

a lot of his amvs got deleted by youtube, but i still have his silly home video of when he was idk...15 or 16, dancing and lip syncing. makes me happy whenever i see it...