[Espy]

Yeah okay fuck y'all fuckers. thanks for putting the reputation of the uni ahead of student's literal lives. fuck you. fuck you for not letting me enjoy the school i was so happy to be accepted into, where i've formed so many wonderful friendships and have a loving support network. fuck you for kicking me out. fuck you for suspending me even though i literally told you i might not make it out alive.

sure, i want to go to another school, find a way to succeed despite the voice in my head telling me it's not my college of choice, despite being home with toxic parents and no face-to-face contact with any of my friends. i want to do it just to spite you. i want to do it just to be able to laugh in your face. i want to do so well that you'll want to make me an honorary graduate, and then i can turn you down because i don't give a rat's ass about the reputation that you worship to the extent of ignoring the suicidality of your students.

that's a bad idea. fuck you. i'll do it for myself. i don't need to prove jack shit to you. i just need to prove it to myself.