[Pinkie]

See my issue is that I get so close to it. Even the day of and it gets canceled. 3 times this has happened and I have waited over 6 years for this surgery and it keeps getting pushed back. I think I am getting more frustrated and upset by the day the longer this goes on.

I am almost at the point of saying screw it and just going back to work and stuff even though I'm not supposed to. I am just so fed up with this all and yet canada is supposed to have a great medical field...haha yeah okay then.