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The closest thing to a surgery I had was having the baby. . . which was life threatening for me and so it was pretty scary! They were supposed to have me on the epidural early because of the strain contractions can have on your blood pressure right - but i have scoliosis so they couldn't get it in right and that really sucked. BUT the doctors were very calm and patient with me and they were very nice about eventually finding a way to make everything better. The after care is also very nice, I think I got a little depression just because I had to go home! I know this is like, in no way similar, but it is my only frame of reference. The doctors want everything to go well and they will do everything they can to make sure it does. Think of the positives and how exciting life will be once it is over! We can all do anything for a short amount of time and anything is worth it for a better future.