[Pinkie]

Hello everyone. Pinkie here. I need some one to talk too.

When I was 14 I got into a bad car crash. I needed to change a lot of things in my life because of the accident. Years after I found out that this crash has herniated discs in my lower and upper spine. Well they never really caused me an issue until a little while ago when I pulled my back and almost went paralyzed. Well I have been going to every doctor needed and have had every test done. Now surgery is on the table and my beat option to get some of my life back.

The last time I was scheduled for surgery my hemoglobin was to low so it got pushed back. Now I go for surgery tomorrow. I am so scared and apprehensive about this surgery.

Is there anything anyone recommends to push some of these nerves down? I am willing to try anything just to sleep tonight because tomorrow at 10am I am on my way to my first surgery ever and I could use some sleep...

Any advice is welcome for anything...even just to talk would be good. I am freaking out