[Espy]

aaaaand here i am again. seriously, self, why can't you just get through undergrad. it's been five fucking years. brain, stop doing the dumb and get it the fuck together.

and is it so weird to want this much personal space in any potential relationship? are all the people who are interested in me, actually that clingy, or is it just me? is what i'm even slightly interested in, a romantic relationship at all? why is being more-or-less ace/aro so difficult and difficult to explain in today's society.