[Natsunaine]

Sadly my birthday is in like 3 days, and i am not even remotely excited for it.. This past week has made me feel like nothing but an absolute hindrance in this damn world.. People are making me feel like no matter what I do im just going to be an asshole. Although, I try extremely hard to be nice... That's what i get for trying to look out for myself for once I guess.. I wont be doing that anymore..

sorry.. Kinda ranted there but im having a rough week...Im just tired of doing everything i can to make people happy, and the moment i dont everything turns into a freaking spectacle to either make me look bad, Or to guilt trip me into feeling like absolute shit.. I just don't know who i can trust anymore and it absolutely sucks..

again... ranted.. sorry...