[McSwiggins]

I wish I could pull the trigger...

Edit: also, my 4 year old daughter is going to the child pyschologist to get tested for schizophrenia and I already know he's gonna say she does. What other 4 year old gets caught holding a knife staring off into space and when you ask her whats she's doing and why she has a knife she says "I dont know." In a very vague voice and gives it to em and walk off, or strangle her brother, or smash things in her siblings faces, or have to be restrained because she bangs her head until she bleeds, among other things. Something is seriously psychologically wrong with her and I know already its schizophrenia. I have it to and I feel guilty, like I did this to her somehow because I have it...I'm such a failure as a father. I cant do a single thing right, not even make kids.