[Starry Night]

I don't think I've been very active for a few weeks...

For the past half year or so, I've been out of work. For the past semester, I've been out of community college. I'm only surviving because I'm 19 living in my mom's house.

I quit working because of my anxiety, and community college solely for the reason of teen angst which I now realize was the worst decision ever for me. I'm now looking going back to doing both of those things because I realized I have a long, long while before the Air Force ships me off, I'm talking years here.

I found this barista job listing at my city's airport's website and I'm thinking of applying. I like making drinks and I know that because that was my past job. The reason why I had anxiety at my past job is because my bosses were cruel micromanagers even though I knew I was doing my job. They also made sure to call me out in front of the customers which was completely unnecessary. On top of that, I missed a lot of lunch breaks because it was "too busy". Talk about illegal.

I'm hoping this job I'm applying for is a lot different.

I also am looking to take classes again at the community college. Maybe not a full course, but 1-2 classes. Maybe a yoga class since I just bought a yoga mat.

Sitting around and watching Netflix everyday for months may seem like a dream, but it gets old after a while. I feel like a bum.