[McSwiggins]

Got married early in life and loved her so much. She got Leukemia and died. It was awful and I was so upset that all I wanted was to commit suicide.
Afterwards, started dating a mutual friend my late wife and I shared. She eased my pain and made me want to live again. Then we got married and she became mean. I became unhappy and felt trapped and cheated with my current girlfriend. When I divorced Queen Bitch, my ex, I felt free and happy. I promised myself I would never get married again. Last night I caught myself looking at engagement rings online and fantasizing about marrying Janna. I really think I want to be her husband but I am afraid of it going sour or her dying. I almost feel like this is some sort of trap.