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I turned on the kitchen light to microwave a slice of pizza to notice that there is a random cat I have never seen before sitting in the window staring at me. I cant afford my psych meds at the moment, so I have been having hallucinations and am paranoid and upon seeing this cat and not expecting him to be there, my heart jumped in my throat. Omg that scared me more than I'd like to admit because one of my biggest paranoia fears is to look out the window at night and seeing a stranger staring back at you and that was exactly what happened. Omg.

Edit: My friend wrote a poem about it:
"But imagine it's at night
when there's no light
And you're just awake
Barely able to see the rake
Then out pops a cat
Jumping into your sense like a rat
You'd start feeling fear
Just because it is too near"
Shamus / 39 yo Irish Male / In an open marriage / 11 Blood suckers Children / 1 Grandson

My late wife's birthday was Valentine's Day. Please pardon me if I seem stressed, moody or out of it. I'm an emotional train wreck right now.

Last edited by McSwiggins; 03-31-2017 at 09:24 AM.
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