[McSwiggins]

Pre-eclampsia os scary. I feel bad she lost the baby, even if her kids turn out strange. My girlfriend has trouble carrying babies. With her ex, she miscarried 4 times. Thats why they broke their engagement. They lost feelings for each other from each miscarriage and eventually they didnt care for each other anymore. With me, she's had one kid before, Cian, and we almost lost him several times. The doctor told us more than once to not expect him to survive to his due date. He ended up having to come out 8 weeks early because his health was so bad that it was do or die. Had we not taken him out, he would not be here today. And now she is 26 weeks and Wednesday went into preterm labor. She hasnt delivered yet and is on bedrest but I am just hoping Noel (thats the baby) can stay put for at least another month. But, death of a child is hard, espcecially for the mother.
Jesus. Well, he's definitely got some issues to work through. I wonder why? Little kids arent viscous like that for no reason, they learn it from somewhere (I am assuming he is or was young at this point).

Well, anyway. How are you doing?

Hyjin: Yeah, its so much better to wait until you are ready. I was not ready to be a dad when I became one. I was 18, failing school and a heroin addict but the baby was my reason to straighten out and luckily, I was able to.

When you are ready, you enjoy the pregnancy more. :)