[SparX]

I have spent the past 3 weeks being forced into social interactions I don't want. I was so mentally drained I could barely message people i generally talk to everyday, such was the reason I was not around for a bit.
I was in literal tears last weekend. Why can't people stop and leave me alone? Why am I forced constantly to be other peoples rocks and therapists and goddamn taxis? Why do I have to bend over backwards and cost myself HUNDREDS of dollars when the same people I help won't even be around after I help them, or will only be around when they need something again.
So Fed up, about to change my number and move.
I should not be constantly allowing myself to get walked on hurt like I always do......