[Den]

I wish you could understand just how difficult making phone calls is for me, and just how badly anxiety affects me. I know you get how depression can affect someone, from your own experiences, but you really don't get just how integrated into everything I do each day anxiety has become. It's gotten to the point where I'd rather walk into places to make appointments, and that's even a bit triggering for me at times. I don't like being this way, and I wish to high heaven that I wasn't this way.