[Pessimisticat]

Glitch: It just sucks because I hate seeing them all be miserable with one another. Plus then it extends out to how they treat me. Like...my 4 sisters and I have very torn relationships with one another. When we talk it's usually very superficial with little substance. Its pretty sad...very desperate. Like, I want to fix it but they're stuck on the past while claiming they're a new, improved version of their old self. If you want us to view you differently, then view us just as differently? We've owned up to our wrongs. Hindsight is 20/20. We should've done things differently but can't really change the past, only our future interactions.

Just ugh.
This crap gave me some heavy anxiety though. Couldn't fall asleep till 10am when I went to bed at 3am. .-.
Glad I don't have to work today.

Bassy My dad was saying something like that. Like..everyone is constantly changing. They only wanna change in their own way, though. In ways that give them instant relief and don't want to put in any effort to try and make changes elsewhere that may be uncomfortable or a little painful.