[Pessimisticat]

IS SO FRUSTRATING UGHHHH.

Literally just spent the WHOLE DAY having deep convos with my 3 sisters and father about our dysfunctional ass family and its like

NO ONE is willing to try to heal our fractured relationships. Why would they want to keep having such terrible relationships with one another?
Why continue to be bitter and resentful over things that happened so long ago??
We've all changed as people, we've all grown. Things are different now...

Just frustrating. I want to see my family grow and thrive, move past all the struggle and dysfunction..but no one wants to put in the effort.
Sad, really.

The worst part is I get why they're like that.
I wonder why I'm the only only whose willing to move forward.