[Natsunaine]

I am extremely weird when it comes to this, and I always have a hard time trying to figure out what sort of person I am in this area.

Ill explain, I really hate being around a large amount of people, It usually sends me into a panic attack, especially if I don't know the said people it makes me feel even worse, But I also like having parties occasionally where I have like 10 ish people over but those don't bother me at all.. Maybe because It's my own house and I can find a way to escape if needed?

I hate being in a house by myself, but when my roommates are home I rather be hiding in my room than socializing.. I don't know why but just knowing someone is around comforts me?

I also feel a lot more energized by myself, But if I feel 100% completely alone I go into depression and just wanna sleep..

I feel constantly like a complete contradiction of my self. X.X